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| 按错了！按错了！
但是，这却是一个好的事情。。
因为按错而可以知道他的更多更详细的新闻和质料。
但是，我不能去７／９ 的首映礼。。
不能和他一起看《歌舞青春２》。。
只能去８／９ 的签名会。。而且只限３００人。。
虽然，他说来多少签多少，但是我还是不会抱很大的期望。。
虽然， 大每一次都会签完，但不知道为什么自己感觉却不是很安心。
很多粉丝都决定６am 到场抢购CD。。而我和朋友却7am才会到，
就不知道会不会已经有很多粉丝已经在排队了。。自己会不会是300的其中一个。。
希望如此吧！！
如果真的有神灯精灵，那我希望能在下一个转角遇到你。。我的愿望会实现吗？
王子不可能會愛上森林裡平凡的精靈，醜小鴨變天鵝，灰姑娘變公主，公主等王子來接走過著幸福美滿的日子。。
好希望現實生活上也會像神燈的故事，唉!可是這是不可能會發生的對不對？~
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| well, after reading your blog,
i just wanna say this..
if i'm too blunt, tell me
but being realistic is not a wrong thing.
maybe because you need time like you said
but do you realize that by saying that
being realistic is a thing u can't accept,
then why ask people to accept ur difference
when you don't want to accept theirs?
you say you dislike people who say
realistic and blunt things that diminish
your hopes and kill your dreams,
but have you realized that you ,too ,
have said things that does the same thing?
you said that you miss the 9-year old you
because you are happy all-year round
and have many fond memories,
but then, why type all that and
why think about so many things that will hurt you?
why say so much that will cause things to happen in any way?
why are you still bothered by things around you
like what you said that it was really stupid of you
to be so easily bothered by things around?
i don't mean to disagree with you, or anything.
but i just wanted to give you some of my opinion
on the subject you broad about.
maybe i'm just too nosey..but that's the way i am.
i can't stop myself from becoming a nosey parker..
如果真的有神灯精灵，那我希望能在下一个转角遇到你。。我的愿望会实现吗？
王子不可能會愛上森林裡平凡的精靈，醜小鴨變天鵝，灰姑娘變公主，公主等王子來接走過著幸福美滿的日子。。
好希望現實生活上也會像神燈的故事，唉!可是這是不可能會發生的對不對？~ | | |
|  yep..i do keep things to myself but
that's because whenever i want to say what i want,
i can't.
maybe that's because you are always in your dreamland.
but here's what i want to say.
i think that you screwed things up a little in your ignorant way.
you are too "retard" in a way, to know about others and their feelings.
i think that you have been constantly going everywhere
with them and i feel strange going around with you.
because i don't know if i still belong to the usual relationship we have.
can we still speak as usual?
can we still play as usual?
can we still be as close as usual?
i don't feel valued.
that's because i'm not where i think i'm supposed to be.
i think i shouldn't be around with you.
you speak to them. you play with them.
you laugh with them.
everytime i look at them, i look at you,
i feel out of place.
i'm nowhere between you and her.
i'm stuck!
but i'm comfortable as i am now.
i can do things myself.
but there are times i can't stand the harassment.
i keep to myself,
i make things so complicated,
i'm difficult to be understood,
i confuse you.
but have you thought that from the beginning,
i'm never simple,
i don't speak out as expected,
i'm not as easy to understand as you thought?
have you thought that you are making things more complicated,
more confusing, more difficult for yourself when
maybe i'm actually so simple,so easy to figure out, to understand?
you say you tend to think too much.
maybe that's why you think
that i'm difficult to understand and figure out?
you live in your world and i live in my world.
you dream, but i don't
because i don't dare to.
you make things seem so simple, so perfect in your dreams.
but i may not be what you make out to be.
i don't want you to remember every single detail of what i have said.
i just want you to be more able to remember some things
that we do share that are important.
but it seemed to me that you don't remember anything.
maybe it's myself, but i really just feel this way.
you say i don't speak out.
but have you been speaking out all your feelings,
your thoughts, your everything as you expected from me?
i don't really know but that's how i feel.
you keep something from me. but to me,
it's alright.i don't want to know about it when you don't want to
talk about it, but could you at least hide it well enough?
or perhaps could you do something else that is better
to hide the way you feel when you don't want me to know about
something?
i don't want to have the feeling of knowing that you are trying to hide something.
you understand?
you don't want me to know it, but it seemed that you tend to
let some of the cats out of the bag unintentionally.
keep it safe, please.
it's uncomfortable to know and to be able to feel about it.
well, it's not as terrible as you think you are as a friend.
i'm just being more emotional than i am.
putting down in words always tend to make things seem more serious.
you are not really that terrible,
just that i feel that you seem to have your ears opened up,
to hear me, but they flow out the other. =P
i do.!!!
i do believe that you are trying your best to know my world.
i won't accept your apology..
just that there's nothing to apologize actually.
we both change in ways..
but not as drastically as it seemed.
but we do still can be together.
well..i'll try to let you into my world in the easiest way possible
since the way i let you in doesn't seemed to work out
as i expected..
如果真的有神灯精灵，那我希望能在下一个转角遇到你。。我的愿望会实现吗？
王子不可能會愛上森林裡平凡的精靈，醜小鴨變天鵝，灰姑娘變公主，公主等王子來接走過著幸福美滿的日子。。
好希望現實生活上也會像神燈的故事，唉!可是這是不可能會發生的對不對？~ | | |
| Can i not listen to you? can you not be so ignorant?
can you just stop asking me to listen to you and give me a chance
to say my piece? Can you?!!
NO! YOU CAN"T!!
you never will be able to do that because you are just so ignorant of our relationship..
you don't value it at all!
what am i to do?!
NOTHING!!!
i can do nothing about it at all because it has been for such long years..
you never listen to me.
you never remember all that we had.
you never remember anything i said to you.
you only remember those you think you should remember.
you think we are together for so long is just because you did not
have them at first and i was the only person you could
approach?
do you really think so?!
well, i think it's like this!
i value this relationship, but do you?!
if you do. why the hell do you do this to me?
i hurting you know?
i maybe quiet and i may keep mum about all that has been done!!
but i'm not someone who can control myself..
i have my limitations too. i'm a human being too, for heaven's sake!!
i have feelings, i have emotions, i feel the sacarsm, i feel the pretendence.
i can see that too.
i have my rules.. and i'm breaking them for you!
i'm hurt, and all that you could do was to be ignorant of everything that you have done to me..what the hell are you?!
u continue to do things your way..but have you been trying to spare a thought
for me? have you been trying to think about why i react like this?!
have you been trying to understand me?!
do you know about how it feels to be not valued at all, to be not of
any importance to a person whom you have been together for such long
times?
maybe it's just one-sided..but is it that difficult to try to recall about
how you treated me when you had them?
you forgot about me..you ignore me.you find me a bore.you find me an irritant.
but when you needed me, i'm always there. when i needed you, you were nowhere to be found.
such a jerk!!
i can't believe i had a relationship with you!!
如果真的有神灯精灵，那我希望能在下一个转角遇到你。。我的愿望会实现吗？
王子不可能會愛上森林裡平凡的精靈，醜小鴨變天鵝，灰姑娘變公主，公主等王子來接走過著幸福美滿的日子。。
好希望現實生活上也會像神燈的故事，唉!可是這是不可能會發生的對不對？~
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Why of all things do everyone choose to have this kind of mindset?
do marks really matter?
YESH!..this would be their answer mostly..
but, truthfully, is it really that important?
Yes..it is, in this kind of a society.
but it's kind of irritating to have to hear everyone say this:
"i'm dead..my mother will kill me for sure!.."
OR This:
"死了！。。回家一定给妈妈骂的！怎么办？！"
OR This:
"这种Standard,拿这种成绩，完蛋了啦！考试一定会Fail的!!"
Please!!.i want to scream out loud that i hate this!
but i can't..i will be despised, i will be hate by all..
but what can i do??
yep, i just told one of my friends or maybe i should say, that
i have been telling this to loads of friends for lots of times,
just that they did not heed it..
i have been telling them that i hate people who did pass their
tests at first, but just because they did not pass as well as
they expected, and start to grumble about what their
parents might do to them when they get home, IN FRONT OF A PERSON
WHO FAILED, like me, it's really insulting and hurting...
and i am not going to give any face or chance to that kind of person the
next time..i am surely to beat that kind of person to a pulp.!!
i'm serious!..
well,i'm still condemning some people now..
i am still having the feeling of tearing their paper and throw them in their
faces!!
One more thing..
i really hate this.
those who do not study at home, do not listen to a single lesson,
and keeps playing without fail, doing everything at the last minute,
and copying homeworks just because of playing too much constantly..
damn it man!..they deserve it when they fail..
but the thing was this..
they passed!!
God really is p,laying with me..
they passed and i failed!!
i did study..and i studied hard..really hard for every test,
but i failed..WHY ?
it's so unfair!!
and they can smile all day..because they did not need to study and could pass..
while those who did study and failed would be gloomy for their lives..
it's so unfair!
why do the bad ones get their deeds unpunished,
and the good ones are always the one to get the punishment?
i wanted to kill them once..but i could not do it..
i'm a coward..
如果真的有神灯精灵，那我希望能在下一个转角遇到你。。我的愿望会实现吗？
王子不可能會愛上森林裡平凡的精靈，醜小鴨變天鵝，灰姑娘變公主，公主等王子來接走過著幸福美滿的日子。。
好希望現實生活上也會像神燈的故事，唉!可是這是不可能會發生的對不對？~ | | |
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